phew.. went out with tista yesterday night. we talked about so many things, including the dilemma that i'm facing lately. i feel like a puppet, pulled and controled by strings. i feel stupid.

what a friend i have in tista. he opened my eyes about so many things in life that i thought its the other way around. he took me to another step of viewing this life. cant imagine what my life will be after he leave. he said that he might leave between june to july. he wont be here until november. so sad just to think about it. miss him everyday. cant wait to see him again. we just have to spend more time together. so little time, so much that we haven't done. i'm gonna miss this best friend of mine real bad x'(

it all started from that day at Plaza Senayan. There's no such thing as coincidence. God put all things in order in the right time. Bless His name :)
i wrote another testimonial for him today. almost cried just by writing it. oh my dear. really gonna miss him big time!! :'p

oh well tis!! if you read this posting someday ... hope you'll know hom much i really care for you pal!! :) God put you in my life for a damn good reason, and i guess we both know why ...